Out of Control

I think I need help. I feel so out of control right now. Everything has changed in the past week and now I don't know what I'm doing. I have finally found what I've been needing but now I'm losing what I had. Why do things always have to be so flippin complicated? I feel complete yet incomplete at the same time. How is that possible? I didn't think that it was but now I know it is and it sucks. I'm supposed to be the advice guy, yet I can't even figure out what to do for myself. I know that I should do whatever makes me happy, but that just sounds kinda selfish to me. No matter what I do, or how hard I try, someone is going to get hurt by my actions. I don't want anyone to get hurt, but I have a feeling that the person who is going to end up getting hurt is myself. Maybe I'm just overreacting, and I need to take things one day at a time. Try not to think so much about what is going to happen in the future, because everything always works out for the best. I just hope that everyone involved understands that. Maybe I need to get more sleep at night. That might help. I feel like giving up sometimes. Has anyone else ever felt like that? Like you just can't continue anymore. I want to just stop going to school, and not have to worry about that anymore. Why is everything so hard? At least there's only like three weeks of school left. I feel like giving in. I need some time to think about everything, but I don't have time to think. Maybe that's my problem. I don't know. Maybe I need to just calm down, and let things work themselves out. I need a day off. Oh well, time to go to class.