Friday, October 08, 2004

Nothing Left For Me

There's nothing here for me anymore
Just fear of the unknown and nothing more
Still trying to fill the empty void
I know I can't and I'm getting annoyed
There's nothing here that can replace
Everyday seeing her beautiful face
I try to hide the pain inside
No one knows how much I've cried
But every night when I go to sleep
And until I hear my alarm clock beep
I dream about that glorious day
When I'm with you and its all okay

27 Comments:

Blogger Psychomoore said...

Man, this is so deep. I love your rhymes, I can connect with this one. I wish I was as lucky as you though. It's different for me in the end.

October 8, 2004 at 7:29 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Why do you like her so much? I remember when Allie only stayed with guys for a month before she would ditch them. WHat makes you different from all the other guys that tried with her? Is she dating guys in Utah, and if so how are you dealing with that bullet?

October 10, 2004 at 11:01 PM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

Please identify yourself in the future if you expect me to respond to your comments.

October 10, 2004 at 11:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Don't be defensive. Touched on a nerve did I?

October 10, 2004 at 11:17 PM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

No you didn't hit a nerve I was just curious as to who I was talking to

October 10, 2004 at 11:57 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Don't answer if you don't want to. I just wondered why you thought that you and Allie would make it when she finally made it to the place that she's been trying to get to forever. And I am not dentifing myself so forget it, if you don't want to respond, fine.

October 11, 2004 at 12:00 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

I don't know who you are and I really don't care because you don't even know my situation and you don't really know Allie. What do you think you are going to acomplish by saying these things? Do you think that I am going to say, you know you are right I don't really like her? There is nothing that you could ever say that could change the way I feel about her.

October 11, 2004 at 12:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Defensive, defensive,I wasn't saying anything about you not liking her, it was more and inquiry about how you two were doing with her so far away. I've just observed Allie for along time and I've always wondered what made her settle down after such a streak. No need to get up about it. Simply asking...

October 11, 2004 at 12:04 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

I think, no I know, that we will make it because when two people truly love each other than there is no force that can keep them apart. And yes, I do know that Allie truly loves me. I'm sorry that you don't quite understand what that means since I'm assuming that the reason you are attacking other people's relationships is because you've never had a sucessful one of your own.

October 11, 2004 at 12:05 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

Well if you were simply asking then I am sorry for being defensive. Please accept mty appologies. I felt like I was being questioned for the way I felt. We are doing great, thanks for your concern.

October 11, 2004 at 12:06 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So if she loves you so much then I assume that she isn't dating other people in Utah? And as for the relationship jab, how little I know about you is about how much you know about me.

October 11, 2004 at 12:06 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

We are both dating other people because that is the mature thing to do. If we are supposed to be together than that won't keep us apart, and if we aren't then we will find out.

October 11, 2004 at 12:08 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm guessing that was Allie's idea. You know that if you had it your way, neither of you would be dating anyone else. I gotta hand it to that girl, she knows how to have it all. And if not, who are you dating in Allie's absemce?

October 11, 2004 at 12:12 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

It was a mutual decisions actually. And I even remember at one point after she left when she told me that she thought that we shouldn't date other people, but that is not the right thing to do. It doesn't mean that we don't love each other. Listen, this is pretty stupid, I'm defending myself against someone I don't even know and I'm tired of this. Let's just agree that we obviously have different opinions about this girl so you aren't going to change mine and I'm not going to change yours. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I respect yours, so please allow me to have my own and stop trying to criticise a situation and relationship that you know nothing about.

October 11, 2004 at 12:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You totally missed where I was coming from. I used to really like her and I'm just in awe of someone who managed to have success. I actually think that we have very simialr views concerning Alexandria. Alright, I'm done.

October 11, 2004 at 12:20 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

Well I'm sorry that I misinterpreted your comments. I have had success with her because I actually understand her and I care about her more than anything in the world.

October 11, 2004 at 12:23 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

Give me an example of some similar views we have.

October 11, 2004 at 12:23 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

To whomever was commenting, I am sorry for being defensive. It just bothers me when someone puts into question something that they know nothing about. It also bothers me when people don't identify themselves. So that is why I was defensive, I hope that no feelings are hurt as a result of these comments.

October 11, 2004 at 1:13 PM  
Blogger Psychomoore said...

HOLY S**T DUDE! Thats a lot of comments. I saw your comment on my most recent post. I have NO idea who that could have been... I think you defended yourself well though. I guess that's the end of anon on your blog though. I leave mine open for the simple reason that I am too curious to see what people think. I can't deal with the idea of somebody not commenting because they don't want me to know who they are. I respect your decision though, it's obviously much more help to you than hinderance.

October 11, 2004 at 5:09 PM  
Blogger Psychomoore said...

I agree

October 11, 2004 at 7:12 PM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

I agree with you Sean

October 11, 2004 at 8:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I agree with both of you.

October 12, 2004 at 1:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i agree as well...

October 13, 2004 at 12:27 AM  
Blogger Psychomoore said...

hey man...don't you see - look above. This guy can't be agreeing with himself. You got two anons on your site and I think the second anonymous agreeing one is the one that you were arguing with earlier

October 15, 2004 at 10:24 AM  
Blogger kings_fan10 said...

The second anonymous was Julie. She just forgot to sign her name to that one.

October 15, 2004 at 12:57 PM  
Blogger Psychomoore said...

Oh...sorry Julie. But still.

October 15, 2004 at 6:38 PM  
Blogger vintage chic said...

i like your poem ;)

October 18, 2004 at 1:08 PM  

Post a Comment

<< Home